A simple smile was all that was needed,
to clear my confounded mind and make me see through.
Even your passing glances, I took as deep stares,
and branded your name on my heart.
Those silly quarrels we had, I remember,
and the long chats following each of 'em.
Wise words that you shared, I think,
made me find my true self.
Even errors you made, I loved,
I laugh thinking every now and then.
I appreciated the attention you gave me in a crowd,
I took our bond for granted, I am sure.
You had a mysterious aura around you, I guess,
that floors anyone who meets you.
Doused in that glorious feeling I revelled,
weaving the best of my memories.
With time then came the day we parted,
when destiny showed each our paths.
I knelt and weft at the thought of leaving you,
swear I never thought I can make it through.
It took me two years to gather back,
those shattered pieces of my heart.
Like magic then you came back,
To rekindle what I thought was lost.
Being stupid, my heart fell for you all over again,
this time leaping in joy, yet with caution.
In a dreamy haze I lived temporarily,
reliving those lost memories.
Let those regurgitating feelings flow out,
forgetting all self-restraint.
The past dint matter much, and neither did future,
I had you by my side and that was all.
There were no sparks, I knew,
I was no fool to imagine them.
I knew this would end one day,
though couldn't tell that to my heart.
Today, I know its over for sure,
And this time there is no return.
My heart might continue to be stupid,
but I'll make sure my mind moves through.
I have no tears left for you now,
and no grief either.
The dull monotony of time,
with its apathy will take over I guess.
Nudging me gently to inch forward,
from this past to my future.
1 comments:
Dude nice write up. you never told me about your flame/ crush. so are you finally over her??
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